testing...

i am kind of testing this to see how it all works. lately i have been thinking about a lot of things, i guess specifically relationships and time. how we take care of our relationships, and how we spend our time. and ive been thinking a little bit in the area where they overlap. i just told my good friend adam cooper that girls do give the "unlikely" guy a chance, but the girl you want will never give the "unlikely" guy a chance. which makes the whole chance giving theory worthless. i changed the quote around a little bit to make me sound less shallow, but the main point is still there.
ive found that lately i will make remarkably honest statements, not necessarily mean statements, just honest ones such as the "me sounding shallow" one above. ive also found that people for the most part do not even give credit for the honesty. they simply get mad, and ignore the fact that i was just painfully open to them.
i like poetry these days.

"You, madam, are the eternal humorist,
The eternal enemy of the absolute,
Giving our vagrant moods the slightest twist!
With your aid indifferent and imperious
At a stroke our mad poetics to confute--"
And--"Are we then so serious?"

i need to go to bed.